Happy Birthday ...To Me...

Today is my birthday... every year i celebrate it in different way when i was younger ...(im still Young...:)..) i used to make parties at home or celebrate outdoors ...now im mom i do focus to make parties for my kids ...i think celebrating your own birthday is according to what u prefer for that day ...i mean thats my day i have to choose what i want to do ....im happy this birthday i got some nice gifts from my family ...very nice to be remebered not only gifts make me happy but really some nice calls , messages and cards are quite enough for me. and i celebrate it with new way for me.

Really the deep meaning of Birthdays is to be surrounded with people u love and to be remebered by people that are not that close to u ... thats would surprise u that they remembered. thank u my family and friends and everyone who really care for me my big gif is to have u around me thank u GOD for that.

Now i was thinking every year i have accomplished some important steps thats why i remember my birthday the day i was born to this world ....im a human being born to live by working, communicating, sharing, loving , ....etc what is my role in life? once i know what im resposible for every year new resposibilities and new dreams for the new year i have to do more and more in order to be appreciating that bless being BORN and have a LIFE .

Im scared to grow up and im approaching to b 3o ....when i was a kid i was so much happy im growing up i want to be a young lady i felt that was my happiness back then and these were my best times of life to be a child no worries at alll just playing and fun (except for the school part )
now i fear to be a big lady.

last couple of years i was getting worried coz im now close to be 30 leaving the age of twenties ....my thoughts were like most girls do think of ...my outer looks scared to face aging and kept thinking of facial products to maintain my look...thats not bad to take care of how we look but not by an obssessive way like spending so much money for fighting aging or taking more care about outer beauty that has to fade some day i cannot fight or stop time so why the waste of timing then for all these worries.(Every age pahse has its beauty and its good times ....i hope to experience all the phases then ill be lucky)

This year i thank God for having a new year to my life in order to contribute in this world by being a friend, daughter, sister, wife and mother this is how i contribute to this world by being all that.
plus my spending more time for taking very good care of my INNER BEAUTY that will never go the more it grows up good the more i will be happy...satisfied...loved more....remember by every one
this is my new plan or goal this year is to focus more on my inner beauty by improving my self ........mind.....heart.....speech.......read about life....be more wise ......and aapreciate everything i have ...thats how i celebrated my birthday by setting goals and dreams i hopefully can achieve by the hard work and GOD's bless...

..........and what u think of this celebration?