Hard Experience

Hi im back i hope u all had wonderful holidays i hope this year would be better for all and all our dreams come true

i was away from the bloggingsphere coz i lost my dear friend on 21 of Dec,2007 (I pray her soul rest in peace) i didnt want to blog about it i know all were having good times and preparing for holidyas i didnt want to spoil that ,even for a moment thats why i was away until it was the time to be back.

it was hard time for me i dont want to go back for details coz im getting better now after i felt like im not me for 10 days i was so much sad and depressed...that really broke my heart coz im gonna miss her so much and her little boys will miss her also alot.

this experience was weird to me i can hear about young people die for any reason i feel sad but coz i dunno them i just forget....but this time was totally different this situation has influenced my thoughts alot i know it happens to many people ...i feel like all life concepts have changed for me i never think about death or other life seriously ...but now i feel like i have to read alot about Religion and be close to God

my next Post is about the things that i have learned out of that hard experience i would like to share it very much and id love to know your opinions too

Thanks to all my friends and to your comments when i was away it really made me happy that u dont forget me even when i was away